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[02 Apr 2008|02:03pm] |
kimya dawson in durham!
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[22 Mar 2008|04:13pm] |
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so nick and i spent the majority of yesterday in JAIL! when we woke up we decided it was a good time to keep the party going and get a couple bottles of wine. we drank next to the lake and made new friends. we then decided that we needed even more wine. so, nick drove to harris teeter and when he tried to park, he hit a fucking car! like 20 people saw and were all staring. i got out and pretended to leave a note on the person's car. the funny part is that one of the people who saw us hit them told us not to worry and to go home and drink some wine. irony, eh?
so, i yelled at nick, called him a bad driver, and insisted on taking over since we were like a mile away from our destination. i'm driving down the road and hear sirens and see blue lights coming behind me. i almost expected them to speed past me, but of course it was us that they were looking for. there were so many cops and they smelled the alcohol on us, gave us drunk tests, and searched the car discovering one and a half big bottles of wine. they immediately put us in handcuffs and threw us in the back of the same car.
all of the cornelius cops seriously loved us. we were joking around with them and making them laugh pretty hard. they said that this was the first time they'd ever seen two people get a dwi in the same vehicle. they also told us we were the most entertaining arrestees they'd had in quite some time. one the way downtown nick and i were begging the cop to let us have fun and scare people on the road by pulling up behind them and turning his lights on. needless to say, he was not down.
jail was the scariest place ever and it felt like i was there for daysssss. in the last cell they had me in, i had to share it with a dyke who was in the bloods. so not straight. i never want to see that place again!!! luckily, my pregnant sissy is dating a cop. he came over today with advice and told me he'd write a letter trying to help out and even come with me to court. he is also giving me one of those stickers to put on my car that says you're friends or family with a cop. hope that means i won't get pulled again! i don't have to worry for a while though since my license is revoked and all:( my only word of advice is, seriously don't drink and drive. it's not worth it at aaaaaall. you probably won't believe me until you get slapped with a dwi as well.
 i had to wear a disgusting jail shirt bc i had a tank top on

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[08 Feb 2008|01:11pm] |
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so i went to a new doctor yesterday and she couldn't believe the type of medication and the dosage that my previous doctor had put me on. she said that she only prescribes that much to out of control teenage boys who are entirely too violent. she said that explains my serious bruising, lack of motivation, a bit of weight gain, and not feeling alive. i knew there was something seriously wrong, i just couldn't put my finger on it. thank god i can finally feel sane and like a real human being without alcohol or any of that bullshit. hopefully now i can get out of this zombie state and start being able to go out again. this is all amazing news for me:)
here's a photo of my most recent bruise which was taken yesterday. i've been having an abnormal amount of crazy bruises.
 sick, right?
i also have a million pictures from the past few months that i'll be posting shortly.
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[21 Nov 2007|02:43pm] |
i just discovered that i have a working scanner! took me long enough to figure that one out...
 the good old days!
 this is me when i was twelve!! hahah
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[10 Nov 2007|12:52am] |
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I just had a total epiphany. I am better than the things i let myself get into in the past. I'm better than associating with people who will only bring me down. I'm strong enough to get past it and turn negatives into positives. I need to set goals and take the right paths if i want to permanently change things. It's taken so much work and it will take so much more work. I know i can be stronger than something so worthless. As much as i thought i was changing things, i need to change them 10x as much. Feels good to get that out.
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[23 Oct 2007|11:58am] |
I've been doing so much better for myself lately. I'm glad things have been slowing down and I'd like to keep it that way. I've been trying to get on the right track and it feels so damn good. Next semester I'm going to take so many classes and do my best in all of them.
Another thing I need to work on is getting out more. I've stopped seeing a lot of my old friends and it sucks. At least my closest friends are still in the picture.

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[25 Sep 2007|03:58pm] |
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i miss my old life and my old friends so much. i also miss having the ability to have good, clean fun. there used to be so much more to look forward to and so many more people to look forward to seeing. it's like i lost touch with everyone i used to know. i guess it's all my fault though for not caring as much as i should have.
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[19 Sep 2007|04:17pm] |
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pictures....some new, some old.

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[08 Sep 2007|02:30am] |
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i'm covered in words.
french inhaling is inhaling.

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[14 Aug 2007|12:24am] |
summer is coming to a close, i am too sad for words. this summer has been the best one yet. my classes start monday, but i only have 3. here are some recent pictures...

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[03 Aug 2007|12:46am] |
godd i haven't written in this thing in forever. i guess i'll post one now...?
this summer has been the best. i spent four weeks in sweden. i have citizenship there and have to get a swedish passport or something. i've read a lot of good books this summer and smoked a lot of good weed...
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[22 Jun 2007|12:56pm] |
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happy birthday to me!
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[13 May 2007|10:01pm] |
i did not go to prom. mainly because i knew i wouldn't have fun. so many people tried to tell me that i'd regret it later on, but i'm sure i won't. ha.
i'm going to providence to see lor right after i graduate. then i'm going to sweden june 24th.
i also have a $5000 check coming...i'm going to finally buy a car with that.
this summer is seriously going to be amazing.
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[30 Apr 2007|05:29pm] |
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my lauren is leaving me! she is moving to providence in exactly one week. i'm losing one of my two absolute best friends. i don't know what i'll do without my other half, but i hope everything turns out good for her. we have been talking about nick and me moving there for the summer or something. i guess it's a great opportunity for her, but i am for sure going to be lonely. i don't think that this is going to actually hit me until she's gone.
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[05 Feb 2007|04:13pm] |
this old livejournal is very misleading.
i should probably delete this and make a new one.
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[20 Oct 2006|04:54pm] |
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so we have tickets to go to sweden to visit my grandma tomorrow. she died today. ughh, talk about horrible timing. the worst part is, that if i wouldn't have been going, my mom would have already been there.
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[18 Oct 2006|09:40am] |
I'm going to Sweden again this Saturday. I'll be back November 1st. I have fucking SATs November 4th ughhh. I deleted a million old entries and made my livejournal friends only. Taylor and I are smokin up before school today because we only have to go from 12:30-2:15.
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[18 Oct 2006|09:28am] |
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comment to be added please.
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